dreams, discussions, & plans for 2023

*taps mic*...uhhh is this thing on? umm this is awkward...so it's been exactly a year...i know in my last post i said it was gonna take a little time for me to find my voice, so posts will be infrequent but they are coming. well...I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS GONNA TAKE A WHOLE YEAR sjfsdhksd…

highlights of 2021<3

uhh hii...it's been 10 months :] my only explanation is that I've been lazy, brutally insecure, and this blog became less of a priority. I don't even know how to explain everything that's been brewing in my brain since I last posted. However, I do know that I want to start posting again and it's…

january 2021 recap // a convoluted mess of emotions but with some great shows !!

for today's post, I wanted to talk about my month in a wrap! I've been seeing lots of these kind of blog posts and youtube videos so I wanted to share all the things I did or watched or listened to! I won't be including what I read because I don't feel like talking about…

21 Things I Learned in 21 Years

I turned 22 years old about six months ago and I know it would have made more sense if I wrote this blog post around my birthday but here I am...late as usual. Looking at my age on paper, I realize that I am so freaking young compared to people I have known in my…

September 11, 4am.

TW: death, grief, Alzheimer’s Disease My friends always tell me that if I decided to be more reserved than I already am, I would cease to exist. I would be invisible to the naked eye, like a grain of sand. I used to think being a grain of sand was a comforting thought because I…

“some thoughts”: an explanation

*scratches head* *peeks from behind a lamppost* aha,,,I’m back with another dumb post about my interests! Last year around mid to late summer, I decided to create a new bookstagram account because I no longer felt a deep connection with my friends/followers on my old platform and I didn’t feel like I was transparent with…

it’s almost 3am

I graduate from college in 9 hours. It will be online and apparently they won't be saying names. They're going to quickly flash my name across my laptop screen. I didn't think that was how I would officially receive my bachelor's degree. It feels fake. It doesn't feel tangible. It's almost a joke. My elementary…

Seeking Purpose

Hi everyone! A punk ass bitch is back in town aka me. Only I can manage to forget about a platform for 14 months. A LOT has happened in 2018. I've transferred to a 4 year university, read a pathetic amount of books, became obsessed with lo-fi music, experienced the REAL college life (literally always…

A CHANGE IS COMING

*a low rumble* *sparks fly* *a big EXPLOSION* I have come back from the dead, children. Dramatic enough? Good. Some of you might have noticed that I haven’t been posting at all and that I deleted my last post. Well, what can I say?? I am a piece of trash. Ok in all seriousness, I’ve…