Why I Love Kim Namjoon

Hello!! Welcome to my “why i love bangtan” series~ I said I was going to explain how I love each member in my first post and I am fulfilling the promise at such an odd hour hehehe (^o^) It’s currently 10:47pm...what even is my posting schedule 0__0 I don’t know if I mentioned this but…

November 12, 2018

I've been in kind of a creative rut with poetry and I honestly don't know what to write about nor do I know how to express my feelings lately. So I was just reading my old poetry to inspire myself and I noticed a poem that I didn't really share to anyone. It has such…

21 Things I Learned in 21 Years

I turned 22 years old about six months ago and I know it would have made more sense if I wrote this blog post around my birthday but here I am...late as usual. Looking at my age on paper, I realize that I am so freaking young compared to people I have known in my…

Why I Love Bangtan

Hii!! *waves aggressively* I’m back with a more lighthearted post!! I wanted to introduce my love for BTS (a seven member korean musical group) on this blog. I think this is the only platform where I haven’t spoken about them in a deep way. I definitely want to make a series out of why I…

September 11, 4am.

TW: death, grief, Alzheimer’s Disease My friends always tell me that if I decided to be more reserved than I already am, I would cease to exist. I would be invisible to the naked eye, like a grain of sand. I used to think being a grain of sand was a comforting thought because I…

“some thoughts”: an explanation

*scratches head* *peeks from behind a lamppost* aha,,,I’m back with another dumb post about my interests! Last year around mid to late summer, I decided to create a new bookstagram account because I no longer felt a deep connection with my friends/followers on my old platform and I didn’t feel like I was transparent with…

it’s almost 3am

I graduate from college in 9 hours. It will be online and apparently they won't be saying names. They're going to quickly flash my name across my laptop screen. I didn't think that was how I would officially receive my bachelor's degree. It feels fake. It doesn't feel tangible. It's almost a joke. My elementary…

a summer playlist

Did everyone forget about me on this platform? Perhaps. Did everyone give up hope on my future posts? Probably. Was there any hope in the first place? I don't know. Will I forget about this platform? No. I am once again going to write a blog post about nothing. This time I came here to…

Seeking Purpose

Hi everyone! A punk ass bitch is back in town aka me. Only I can manage to forget about a platform for 14 months. A LOT has happened in 2018. I've transferred to a 4 year university, read a pathetic amount of books, became obsessed with lo-fi music, experienced the REAL college life (literally always…

Saadia Recommends: Halloween Reads

hello, you perfect pumpkins! It's time for some spooky book recommendations! October is one of my favorite months and I absolutely love to creep myself out with morally grey characters, freaky plot lines and gory details when reading. Here are some of my favorite spooky reads that are perfect for Halloween! The Dead House by…